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Friday, June 24, 2011

Disquietude

uneasiness.. tumult.. or whatever you wanna call it..
~when you have too many things to worry about~ 
~it have never been easy~ 
~but i should never give up neither should i leave it in the lurch~
~exert instead~
~work my fingers to the bone~
~cause every cloud has silver line~
~and in a beautiful battle of life, i should be a combat~


~a lullaby for tonight~
~life have never been easy~
~but it is very beautiful instead~

Throw your dreams into the space like a kite,
and you do not know what it will bring back,
A new life, A new friend, A new love, or maybe a new you..
Have a sweet dreams.. 
2:18AM  

Friday, June 17, 2011

Squeeessshhhhh!!

ASSALAMUALAIKUMMMM SUMEEE!! :)

ost nora elena by sarah aqilah entitled biar hati mencintai

Nak cakap pasal nora elena.. cite ni cam epic jugakla sebab sume org cam demam2 nak tgk cite ni.. penangan die cam lagi hebat dari adamaya je tmbah pulak aaron aziz (*yang kacak) dan siti saleha (*yang cun) berlakon.. romantik gile aaron aziz dalam tu memegang watak seth tan.. n siti saleha amatla pandai berlakon.. dah makin top aa pelakon baru ni.. :) episod die x bnyak pon.. 24 je.. 40 minutes each.. hmmm.. hehe.. try2 la tgk.. best.. maybe sebab die adaptation from novel jugak kot.. :) 

Nah amek synopsis:

Sepuluh tahun yang lalu, kesucian Nora Elena dinodai. Andai masa boleh diulang kembali, pasti jiwanya tidak punah. Tapi dia sedar, takdir hidup tidak memihak kepada sesiapa. Saiful Idham, tunangnya pergi kerana tragedi ini. Tiba-tiba muncul Seth menawarkan diri utk menjadi suaminya. Nora Elena keliru…
Ternyata doa Seth dimakbulkan. Sepuluh tahun dia menjejaki gadis itu. Nora Elena, cinta yang bermula dari pandang pertama. Namun kenyataan tidak seindah impian. Hangatnya asmara Seth, namun hanya dia yang terbakar sendiri. Rasa cinta isterinya tidak dapat disentuh walaupun hakikatnya mereka berkongsi ranjang yang sama. Jiwa lelakinya merintih. Nora Elena bagai bayang-bayang yang tidak dapat dipegang.
“Hakikatnya, aku suami dan kamu isteri. Perkahwinan ini adalah simpulan mati. Hanya maut yang akan memisahkan kita berdua.” tegas Seth.
Tapi mengapa Elena menjadi wanita asing dalam perkahwinan ini? Rahsia yang selama ini disimpan kemas akhirnya terbongkar. Sebenarnya… Sethlah lelaki durjana itu. Menodainya atas alasan kerana kasihnya yang suci! Benarkah?
Lelaki adalah nafas hidup dan wanita adalah nadi jiwa… saling memerlukan dan mencintai. Dan cinta itu maknanya saling memberi dan menerima. Nora Elena akhirnya reda menerima Seth. Dia tidak akan menoleh lagi kerana lelaki itulah syurganya di akhirat nanti.
Haaa ni lah synopsis nye.. :) walaupon synopsis x patot camni (banyak unsur spoiler) haha.. and barisan pelakon utama: 

Ok that's it for nora elena. skang nak cite pasal karipap plak.. macam membuak2 je perasaan memakan karipap.. sedapnyeeee... omg.. karipap inti sardin kentang.. huaaaaaaaa... xpe2.. xde masalah la kalau nak buat.. brg sume ade.. wait and see.. hehe.. and this is a picture of my little creamy yummy sweety cheesecake brownie.. 

Thursday, June 16, 2011

A Little Review

ASSALAAAAMUAAALAAAAIKKUUUMMM!!! heeeee...

It's been a long time u knawwww.. haha.. biasela busy kehulu kehilir summer2 ni.. busy ngan SFP n dinner with parent.. seniors dah grad..  the first road trip after 2 years in america.. *rase looser.. LOL.. haha.. okay2.. basically.. me and my friendssss (a lot of 'em.. 20 omg.. 4 kereta), went to THE BIG APPLE.. NYC u knawww.. and CANADA.. but singgah2 tangkap2 gmba kat virginia.. A state with a beautiful scenery.. padang rumput yang cantik2.. rase macam kat era dlu2 when people still gune kereta kuda or whatsoever and have ladang sendiri.. cantik2.. then kami singgah DC buat visa Canada.. Jalan2 at US Capitol sume b4 continue our journey to NYC.. times square.. been there.. pas jalan2 NYC.. pegi Boston.. jenguk2 Harvard n MIT.. MIT look nerdy.. hehe tp harvard cantik.. :) macam vandy skit.. jalan2 kat bandar boston and sejuk kat boston.. after that gerak NIAGARA FALLS.. BEEN THERE! OMG.. cantik air terjun ciptaan tuhan.. :) then masuk canada.. jalan2 2 days kat canada.. pegi canada wonderland sume naik roller coaster smpai nenong.. haha.. then balik vandy.. 

         4 days later.. gerak wisconsin plak.. midwest.. :) VANDY NO 1 wa cakap lu.. haha.. I menang jugak.. I menang sorak..  haha.. jadi cheerleader jela.. :) otw balek, singgah Chicago.. mercury drop.. tangkap2 gmba.. haha.. pastu singgah cedar point sumpah panasss.. smpai pitam2.. tp I DAH NAIK DRAGSTER (*x sure spelling) haha.. bende ni moving sudden 120 miles/hour.. sigghhhhh... laju sgt... =.=" then balek vandy

        Sesampainya di vandy.. esoknye seniors balek.. sedih gileee... menangis2 kot.. :(( tp dah habis blaja kan.. masuk alam baru plak..:) hopefully diorang dpt keje cepat.. Now ni, continue ngan life as a student.. terkontang kanting ngan orgo.. solution manual orgo je dah 2", buku text die xyah cakap la.. baru done with the first exam.. tp.. kecewa jugak la dgn diri sendiri.. :( ohhh btw.. dah start kerje.. :) blehla tampung demand shopping ak ni.. haha.. tanak susahkan org tua.. sooo kite kene keje.. hidup berdikari.. :) now ni hari2 masak.. ok tipu.. not hari2 but usually.. hehe.. kari la.. masak merah.. msak kicap.. omg gemuk.. 

       BUT NOW I HAVE A BIGGER PROBLEM... fall in love with BROWNIE CHEESECAKE.. lagi gemuk.. ni sume salah ALIYAAAA! haha.. :) tiap2 minggu pun nak buat.. =.=" haha.. okla i need to read orgo.. =.=" tata.. see ya.. 

-abel yang tgh bosan kat meje reeve- 

Friday, May 6, 2011

Get Excited

Gedebak Gedebok Gedebak Gedebok!! final pun habis.. skang bertunggang langgang ngan bilik bersepah xtau nak start bungkuih dari mane.. Gedebak Gedebok lagi.. hahaha

Yeaayyy!!

SENIOR FAREWELL PARTY IS COMINGGGG!!


DUMTRRUUMMDUMMMMDUMMDUMMM!!!!
Get excited sume!!!
Pakai cantik2 comel2... sume dah cari baju lame dah kan.. KEKEKE.. cool!!!

ESOK MALAM BABE!!
excited gileee...

kinda exhausted this night.. ptg td angkat peti ais macam nak tercabot tulang blakang.. now ni baru balek wallmart beli barang untuk tomorrow event! YATTTAAA!! hehe..

8 more days to DC,NYC,CANADA baby!!! omg2 seronoknyeeee... I am really excited to go to CASA LOMA huahahahaha!!!!! Yatatatatata!!!

tp b4 tu kene moveout dlu 9 haribulan.. adeh penat *faint

hehe.. ok nak tido.. sok pagi ade bende nak settle!! hayaaakkkkk!!!!

p/s: sejak due menjak dah habis exam ni, burung dah klua sarang ak baru nak tidok.. haha

Friday, April 1, 2011

Sleepy Art

It's Friday.. Friday..
Gotta get down on friday.. =.="
Everybody’s lookin’ forward to the weekend, weekend ~0~"
HAHA!!! Rebecca Black LMAO
Ok jom denga lagu.. tp bukan lagu friday ok.. :)



haaaaaaa lama x dengo kannn.. :) (*pade sape2 yg pernah tgk josh la..)
YESS!! weekend2.. seronok *lompat2.. :) wahhh.. Only left with 5 weeks of school, then summer break.. ouuu NYC-Canada please wait for me.. :D after that.. JUNIOR yeaarr trrr ffrrr.. OOuuuu may gaddd!! :D I just woke up from sleep.. podahhh anak dara tido petang2... but i'm so bored.. sighhh.. xtau nak buat ape.. kecewa2.. then overslept.. =.=" 


    I have watched a cerakarama just now and the heroin is fasha sanda.. ok why am i watching a drama with fasha sandha in it.. because die berlakon jadi jahat!.. hehehe.. =.=" (*dalam hati korang: aih kene bgtau jugak ke pasal ni?? dalam hati ak: aaa sori2.. ) :D


   OOO lagi satu nak cite yg korang mungkin x nak tau.. ~o~" pasal matsujun dengan rambut barunye.. :D haaa tgk ni:



*AAAAAAAA jerit2 lompat2 (gediknye =.=") Ok this is his new hairstyle for arashi's new song kot, entitled Lotus.  :D

   Ok banyaknyela merepek2 intro kat atas ni.. Actually, nak cite pasal sleepy art.. Do you know what is sleepy art?? Haha.. It is actually my drawing when I am sleepy in lecture hall while denga ashok and karpos lecture especially.. :D This evening i'm kinda go through my notebook then jumpe banyak jugak lukisan ntah ape2 je.. =.=" ahaha.. so jom tgk2 art yg x bape nak menonjol ni.. 

 Ok ni waktu kelas MSE ngntuk gile habaq hang.. 


Some random stuff.. =.="


I know2.. x terpilih punye jadi fashion designer.. sigh.. atas baju2 tu ade tulisan korea :D


Pengubat jiwa remaja in karpos class.. :D


HAIHHH.. ~o~"


H.O.D.O.H..... :(


Random stuff again.. 


Tulisan ngantuk.. =.="
Baiklah adek2 jgn tiru macam saye ok.. but xpela.. I do this so that at least i'm not "yet" sleeping in class.. :D ok2.. korang wat some other random stuff while denga lecture ok such as makan chewing gum.. jgn tiru macam saye.. x bguih.. haih2.. =.="

*BIGG SMILE... ok guys.. see you in the next entry.. :)

LOVE: ABEL.. 







Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Language:|

Hi guys!!! It's have been a long time.. yeahh i know.. HAHA..
ME? too busy with tones of exam and homework for the past few weeks.. sighhh...
But alhamdullillah I make it through.. Although i am a little bit frustrated with MSE.. haih haih haih..
SO life is good isn't?? HEHE..
OK.. recently, i am addicted to a song by CN Blue entitled Love Light (or sarang peet in korean language.. 사랑 ).. This is not their new single but dlu I x layan CN Blue sgt.. Hahaha. But the lyrics is cute..  And the melody too! So cube denga lagu ni smbil2 read my blog yang x seberape ni.. haha


Since the lyrics is soo cute! so this is the translation:

when i look at you my face gets red
when i see you my heart goes thump thump
i talk with shyness like a kid
when i look at you i just smile out of nowhere
like a fool I keep doing that
I think love came to me
You’re the president of my heart
You’re my chests’ star embroider
I’m Genie for you girl
You make me stop breathing
whatever you want
because i love you
There’s no reason for my love you know
you’re a darling
you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
the shining thing deep inside my heart
my own love light
i love you darling
give me light next to me whenever
every night i look at you
and you’re beautiful even when i look at you
you’re my love light
when i see you i feel like im up on the clouds
it may be immature but i keep doing this
i tihnk love came to me
you’re lovely
you’re more blinding than the sunlight up in that sky
you shine the dark places inside my heart
my own love light
i love you lovely
even if i close my eyes i see you
looking at you like this
you’re still blinding even when i see you
you’re my love light
Haha cutenye.. And plus yong hwa (the second singer in this song) is sooo cute.. haha.. ok2 cukup2.. :D
Ok in this entry actually, I would like to talk about second language.. Or third, fourth, fifth, sixth or whatsoever.. For me.. My first is.. yaaa of course malay :|.. hehe.. second is English (although i am not good in it).. So last sem i've tried to learn japanese plak.. It's awesome, I can't deny it.. haha.. but since I take a course in japanese so i have to take exam and whatsoever and I don't like the fact that I can't really score in language subject  since dolu2 lagi (time kecik2 amek subj english) haih.. But I really do have intention to learn foreign language.. Tp why i want to learn japanese? HAHA sebab I love to watch Japanese and Korean drama.. YES!! :D Ok2.. kire macam kalau org campak I kat jepun I boleh hidup skit2 la kan.. Boleh tanye kat mane stesen kreta api.. Where the heck is restaurant sume tu.. Ask for their name (*wink2 mamat2 jepun kacak kahkahkahkah gedik kejap) .. OK2! :D And I also can read Japanese.. But not Kanji REALLY! it's hard.. HAHA.. And next sem plak I'm gonna take Arabic.. Why I don't continue taking Japanese? Hmm.. maybe something should be left unspoken la.. hehe.. OK2 so next sem ARABIC.. I hope i can deal with it.. :) 
Actually, awal tahun ni I ade beli kit about learning korean language by yourself.. fuh fuh fuh fuh.. Sebenanye ramai kot MALAYSIAN yang teringin nak blaja korean language.. yela since they got their fav actor/actress/singer there.. including me. AAAAAAAAa!! hahaha ok2.. so saje2 je nak kongsi sikit2 pasal korean character.. kehkehkeh.. sedikit busy this sem so memang x katam2 aa blaja kit tu.. tp these are few characters that i learn from the kit.. :) 
Consonent: 
1. (s for sat)
2. (l for ladder, sound a LITTLE bit like r)
Vowel:
1. (a as in bat)
Combine those two:
1. (sa)
2. (ra)
I bg you guys skit2 la so you guys kalau berminat leh la study skit2.. ok bg due word korea yg korang leh blaja gak:
Salang (*l tu bunyi cam r skit2) ~가랑~ meaning: love.
peet ~~ meaning: light. 
Haha ni just skit je ni.. banyak lagi sebenanye.. :) Kalau korang rajin korang blaja la.. hehe... ok2 i need to do my thermo.. hehe.. 
By guys.. see you in the next entry.. :)
LOVE: ABEL..

Sunday, March 20, 2011

BITTER

Last night I was dreaming...

about me..

in a maze..

chasing after u guys..

i am so tired..

suffocated..

but when i reach you guys..

everyone is running away from me..

why?? i don't have the answer..

"please don't go away.." I beg u guys in my dream..

But it seems no one wanna stay by my side..

and at the end.. i just sat there and watch you guys went away..

Guys,

For being such an annoying friend, I am so sorry..

For being such a talkative and busy body, I am so sorry..

For being such a hot tempered person, I am so sorry..

For being such a bad friend, I am so sorry..

And for being me.. I am REALLY sorry..

Despite all of this...

I have a request...

I don't want anything on my 20th birthday..

I just want..

You guys to be here for me..

I am sorry if it is too much..

But really it come from my ponder heart..

because...

You guys are my dearest friends...